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In The Shadows
By Sienn
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Disclaimer: See Chapter 1
Spoilers: See Chapter 1
Rating for Chapter: NC-17

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Chapter 15

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He was wondering - wondering and lost in an inexplicable maze of memories

and knowledge, of pictures and impressions that he couldn't place although

he was desperately trying to do so. Because he knew that it was important he

remembered and even more so that he woke.

Jedi Master Luke Skywalker listened to his own breath as it travelled

through his mouth and nose into his lungs and back out again, faintly aware

of the metallic taste of blood. He grasped the sensation and held it, trying

to use it as his pathway back to reality, but it was too fleeting. More was

needed to shake him out of his stupor and when it finally came he couldn't

help but groan in protest.

The light seemed incredibly harsh to his eyes as he blinked them open, but

the beautiful sight of his wife, her face framed by fiery red and graced

with the brilliance of her jade gems, did more to revive him than any

stimshot could possibly have. Luke smiled - quite lazily so - as the world

swam slowly into focus and cleared. He frowned only when his newfound

awareness revealed the deep, unwilling scowl on the woman's face.

"What?" he inquired.

Mara Jade Skywalker's eyes narrowed to slits as she shook her head and

slipped an arm under his shoulders in order to help him sit up. "Only you

could ask," she muttered.

The handsome man's puzzlement rang through the Force as he pursed his lips

and scanned his love's face in astonishment. He wanted to lift his right and

caress her cheek - reassure her, because he hated seeing her like this. It

didn't work and his irritation mounted. "What happened?"

The former Emperor's Hand manoeuvred him against one of the corridor's

walls, the expression in her eyes a mix of bemusement and annoyance. "You,

Luke Skywalker, just about fried yourself. Look what you did to your hand!"

Red-gold strands of silky hair were flying as she shook her head anew and

laid his prosthetic into his lap, as carefully as she possibly could. Luke

bowed his head to take a look and grimaced as the stink of burned synthflesh

filled his nostrils. Vaporized coolants were rising in small, oily clouds

from the fused circuitry that had been exposed as the electricity cursing

through him had burned away almost all of the skin on the back of his hand.

His fingers lay limp in his wife's palm as she grasped them and he could not

move them no matter how much he willed them to.

"Oh," Luke said.

Mara abandoned her perusal and stared at him, "Oh?" She crossed her arms in

front of her chest. Despite her rumpled appearance - her hair in disorder

and her gown soiled, ripped and most definitely ruined beyond restoration -

she managed to look angry enough to hit him. "Is that all you can say?"

Luke pursed his lips and gave an unwilling shake of his head that sent stars

dancing in front of his eyes. He ignored them and they vanished after only a

couple of moments, "It was the only thing I could have done," He was

determined to defend his actions. Han and Leia were in deadly peril and he

would almost have joined them in their predicament - it would have condemned

all of them to death. He had had to act as quickly as possible. There had

been no time for refined plans.

"Is that so?" Mara's voice was acidic as she ripped the smouldering remains

of his shirt's right arm off him and inspected the angry burns on his

natural skin. The layer of Force energy he had wrapped around himself as a

protective shield had spared him life-threatening or even scarring burns..

Most of his body was completely untouched because he had been quick enough

to not give the deadly energy the time to hurt him.

His right arm, however, had had to bear twice the amount of destructive

energy. The electricity taken from the net of magnetic field generators and

the explosion that had wrecked his artificial hand. His skin was red and

delicate and had to be hurting. Quite so, in fact.

"It's not so bad," he murmured, as if in answer to her thoughts.

A look into his face revealed him as a liar. He was pale and she could see

the sheen of sweet on his forehead. His eyes seemed somewhat glassy and she

could feel his slightly elevated body temperature. The amount of energy that

had been coursing through him was unimaginable. He had been insulated

against the biggest part of it - the Force was an amazing tool in the hands

of a Master - but what had been left to nearly overwhelm him had to be

absorbed. It had done no damage, but it hadn't resolved just like that

either.

Her husband had put his body through the wringer and it showed.

There was more in his eyes, though - desperation, fear and fierce

determination. It was what stilled Mara's tongue. The worry for him, the

fear she had felt and the heartache it caused her to see him like this were

nearly dizzying in their intensity, but she knew to tell him and caution him

would not only fall on deaf ears, it would burden him. A fatal handicap in a

situation such as theirs.

Aside from that, she was well aware that their time was running out. She

assumed that not more than three or four minutes had passed since the two

mercenaries - lying dead as of now - had made their move on them, in the

elevator shaft. Borsk Fey'lya would know by now that something had gone

wrong. Reinforcements were bound to be on the way - that or some other trap

was being laid.

In any case, they could not afford to be out in the open, unmoving, for all

too long. Every second they lingered brought Han and Leia a step closer to

death.

Luke's pools of azure met her gaze, conveying so much emotion and so much

bravery and love that Mara had to swallow around a sudden lump in her

throat.

"Thank you," he said softly.

He would know how hard it was for her to watch him place himself into

danger; he would know how horrible she found it that time and again she

could not protect him from it. Only help and stand by his side. It was a lot

and she felt that Luke considered it more than enough. To Mara, though, it

tasted of bitter failure. It always would.

The redhead smiled and sent him her love, her unconditional support, while

she ripped a chunk of material off her gown and wound it around his right,

covering the gaping hole and the revealed mechanics beneath. She felt Luke

relax - it was never easy for him to be reminded of this fateful day all

these years ago.

"You won't be able to use it anytime soon." Mara said as she rose. She moved

to support him as he straightened himself but Luke batted her help away with

a smile as he came upright. There was but a short sway to his slender frame

until he stood secure. The Force was flowing around him and into him in a

fascinating pattern and although he could not heal himself in the blink of

an eye, she knew he was excellent at suppressing pain and the immediate

effects of injuries for a long time.

The Jedi Master didn't seem very pleased but wasn't about to let the

handicap slow him down. Glancing over to the blotch of darkness that was

everything they could see of the elevator shaft, he rolled his left shoulder

to work the pins and needles out of it. "Let's get my lightsaber back. Then

we go find Fey'lya."

*~~

The display was blank. The contact to the cameras in the elevator shaft had

been interrupted and plunged the screen into darkness. Cros' calls for his

men to check back in had gone unanswered and Borsk Fey'lya was pacing in

barely suppressed agitation.

His violet eyes were glistening with anticipation. He was clearly annoyed at

the delay, but didn't seem to be all too worried as he kept watching the

leader of his henchmen. His two captives had, for the moment, lost his

attention and Leia was glad about it.

The past few minutes had been horrible to her. She had watched as the

electricity had spanned the shaft and shed its eerie, flickering light - she

had seen her brother lose contact to the Force and heard him cry out as his

shoulder strained under the weight of his body. He hadn't been dead and fear

hadn't yet morphed into terror on the part of the Alderaanian Princess at

that point.

Now, though, her heart was beating wildly in a near panic. What had

happened? Why had they lost visual contact? The possibilities were endless

and with Luke hanging precariously over the edge of the abyss, there were

too many fatal ways the situation could have worked out.

Everything inside her was telling her that Luke was alive. Her twin was

smart, he was quick and resourceful. And he was a Jedi Master. Leia couldn't

count the times she had deemed a situation hopeless, a catastrophe

unavoidable, only to turn and find her brother do whatever had come to his

mind to turn the tables in their favour. She had to have trust that this was

another time where he would prove why he was considered a legend all over

the galaxy. If she renounced confidence, if she allowed herself to believe

he was death, everything would be lost.

Fear and worry, however, were powerful emotions and they attacked her

resolve. Leia turned her head and glanced over to her husband. Han Solo was

still bound and still sitting in the corner of the bland room. And he was

grinning.

Warmth flooded her, his trust in his brother-in-law, his trust in all of

them strengthening her soul. The Princess found a smile of her own as the

deep voice of her beloved cut through the still air.

"Don't bother," The drawl was directed at Cros. Dark eyes - the only visible

part of the other's body underneath the mask and his combat suit - glared at

the Corellian. Han only grinned wider and was gracious enough to elaborate

his advice, "They're done for. You're addressing empty air."

The Bothan stopped and focused upon Han. The flaring anger both the tall

pirate and his wife had expected wasn't there - instead, the nose of the

alien wrinkled as his lips curled and exposed his teeth, "These were highly

trained mercenaries. With Ysalamiri."

"Maybe," Han acknowledged. He gave his wife another beaming smile and nodded

over to the display. "But they were up against more than they could handle.

Mara alone could have gobbled them up for breakfast. I don't want to know

what Luke's done to them."

Bereft of the Force as she was, Leia could not feel Han's intentions or his

emotions, but she knew him well enough to read whatever she had to know on

his face and in his gestures. Even in the tone of his voice. He played for

time and he wanted to irk Fey'lya. He wanted to provoke him and incite him

to make mistakes. And, the Princess was sure, had simply a good time baiting

someone he despised.

Leia Organa smirked and decided that she could as well play along. It would

take her mind and heart off the worry for her beloved brother and his wife

and it was a wonderful way to work off frustration.

"My brother doesn't take lightly to threats against me or Han, you know."

She swung her left leg over her right and leant back against the wall,

cocking a challenging eyebrow at her captor, "Haven't you talked to Fyor?"

When Fey'lya frowned, she smacked her lips and nodded, "I suppose he

wouldn't have told you that he almost wet his pants a couple of days ago. He

was scared of Luke." Her smile vanished and she laid all the cold she could

into her gaze, "You should be, too."

Violet sparked and a feral snarl escaped the former politician as he

glowered at the petite female that seemed to be no more afraid as if he were

a Chandrilan squall that had accidentally ended up in her garden. It fuelled

his fury, as did the way things were not going according to his schedule.

"I am not afraid of Luke Skywalker."

"I'm not surprised," Han offered, "We already determined that you're an

idiot."

The howl was testimony to an insane rage that visibly tore the towering

Bothan apart and both humans held their breath in worried expectation as he

was about to make his way over to Han. Whatever Borsk Fey'lya had in mind to

do didn't come to pass however.

Before he had even made his second step, Cros' voice had his head veer

around, pointed ears and long fur flapping. "There they are."

Fey'lya was immediately at his side and glanced down at the display. The

mercenary had activated more cameras and fed their visual input into the

miniature screen. Luke and Mara were clearly visible as they made their way

through the corridors, with all the cautious confidence that befitted

warriors of their ability and experience. The Jedi Master's lightsaber was

attached to his thigh and the Bothan snarled once again, "Where did he get

it? And where are your men?"

Cros' eyes were expressionless, "My best guess - they're dead."

"Listen to him," Han said good-naturedly, "He's smart."

"Shut up."

"I have more men," the mercenary said. He didn't sound concerned. "They're

all equipped with Ysalamiri. Skywalker might have survived but he cannot use

his powers on us. Neither can Jade. Our situation has not deteriorated, Sir.

We are safe."

"He's now on to us and will be here in a matter of minutes," Fey'lya

muttered.

Cros seemed somewhat fazed for the first time, "We can hold him off while

you retreat, Master Fey'lya. That won't be a problem."

The fur at the back of the Bothan's neck stood on end, "Retreat? I won't

retreat, you fool! Not when I'm only inches away from my goal."

The mercenary stared. It was clear that he was not fully comprehending what

his superior was talking about. The man's jaw worked for a while beneath the

heavy fabric of his mask before he spoke again, "Sir, you can kill Solo and

the Princess just as well when you're in safety."

"No, I cannot!" Fey'lya roared. His arm sneaked out and a clawed finger

pointed at the woman who sat calmly watching. She had made sure that not a

trace of her jumbled emotions, no trace of her fear, was visible on her face

or in her eyes. "I want her to suffer, don't you understand? She shall see

her brother die in front of her eyes and at my hands. And then her husband.

What good does it do to simply shoot her in the head? What kind of revenge

would it be?"

Dark, human eyes narrowed, "We don't have Skywalker, Sir. He is no longer in

an exposed position."

The Bothan growled, "Are you saying you can't secure him?"

"That is exactly what I'm saying. This," he flaunted the portable display

into his superior's furred, alien face, "is the Jedi Master. And the

Emperor's Hand. They're not trapped. They have their weapons. They are

conscious and alert. They know we have Ysalamiri and can look out for the

voids. Sending my men to capture him would mean sending them to their

death."

"As I said, smart man." Han chuckled from the corner.

Fey'lya's feral gaze blazed as he grasped the truth of his underling's

statement. He was following Luke's and Mara's every movement and it was not

hard to see the thoughts racing through his head at the speed of light. He

seemed to be warring with different ideas but the diabolical smirk he

sported after several moments left no doubt as to the way his final decision

satisfied him.

"You can slice into the loudspeakers so that he can hear us, can't you?" The

Bothan asked.

Cros nodded, "Of course."

Han Solo felt his heart leap into his throat as the crazed traitor took

Leia's left arm into a vice grip and dragged her upright, bringing the

muzzle of his blaster against her temple. He could but watch helplessly as

he dragged his wife with him into the centre of the room.

Borsk Fey'lya's breath was hot as he stared down at the much smaller woman

and grinned, "Let's have a talk with your brother."

*~~

Night was falling rapidly as the small, unobtrusive speeder wove its way

through the traffic lanes of Coruscant City. The gigantic metropolis offered

a stunning amount of differently coloured lights and to many it would always

be a spectacular experience to see all this while darkness fell.

The five Noghri in the speeder did not bother about the sights. Light was

uncomfortable to their highly sensitive predators' eyes and they were in

general a people barely prone to notice irrelevant things such as these.

Their thoughts were monopolized by the small human child they were supposed

to protect from harm and by the possible reasons for the obvious discomfort

the boy was suffering from.

Meewalh clan Kihm'bar shifted the toddler in her arms, irritated beyond what

was appropriate for a Noghri Elder at his continued sniffling and sobbing

despite the tender ministrations he had been poured over with by his five

babysitters.

The big blue eyes of the heir of the Son of Vader were red and puffy and

held an expression of despair that shouldn't have room in one so young. The

mature woman bowed her head and sniffed the air around Ben Skywalker,

hissing in defeat. "There is just nothing physically wrong with him." She

said.

The Noghri in the passenger seat in front of her turned. It was a male, a

couple of years her junior - Cakhmaihm clan Rak'nor mustered their precious

bundle with his dark eyes. "Maybe it has something do with the Force. We

would be unable to discern such a problem."

Meewalh considered this. "It is not impossible. But he has never behaved in

a similar way."

The implications prompted a heavy silence to fall over the group of aliens.

It grew only heavier, steelier, as they rounded a skydome and caught sight

of the Commenorian Embassy, their destination. A hole gaped in the side of

the building, light spilling forth from it. A lone, tall figure was

silhouetted against the backdrop of debris and dust and waved hysterically

as it saw the speeder not pass, but actually approach.

The eldest Noghri of the group deposited Ben Skywalker in the arms of one of

the two younger females and stood on her strong legs, "Kahklakh, Malhklahk.

You will stay with the son of the Young Lord Vader."

The youngest Noghri showed her teeth, "No harm will come to him." Her

companion - her sister, in truth - merely nodded.

Meewalh purred in appreciation and cut her eyes at what she saw as her

Noghri pilot had them hover as close to the hole - a ruined window, they

could now see - as he possibly could.

"It seems," Cakhmaihm mounced, "that the Young Lord Vader has found

trouble."

His compatriot clacked her jaws. "Once again," she murmured.

*~~

Luke Skywalker was rapidly nearing the end of his patience. It wasn't the

pain that nagged at him - he could handle the throbbing in his skull, the

burning of his skin and the sharp spikes that pierced his chest whenever he

moved too quick or sudden for his cracked rib to bear. What he could not

deal with was the insecurity.

They had been travelling the lightened, empty corridors for several minutes,

in a much slower pace than he would have liked. Speeding, though, would have

been unreasonable and too rash. The former farmboy knew this. it didn't mean

he liked it.

So far, there had been no reaction whatsoever on the part of the Bothan and

his hired thugs. This puzzled the Jedi and scared him profoundly. What if

Fey'lya had already killed Han and Leia and had fled the building?

Shielded by the Force negating effect of the Ysalamiri, neither Luke nor

Mara would have felt this. The thought of stumbling over the corpses of his

twin sister and his best friend were slowly freezing the Jedi's insides with

fear and burning his heart with barely controllable rage.

He did not know what he would have done had Mara not been by his side. His

wife's presence was a steady feeling of love, support and tenderness in his

mind. They did not speak, for they did not want to alert Fey'lya or his

mercenaries to their presence too early. Fortunately, it had been years and

years ago since they had needed words to convey what they felt.

She grounded him, in more ways than one. The fury within him had opened the

door for other feelings that Luke had not felt in a long time and they

scared him. He did not want them to take control, did not want to live them.

He didn't know, however, whether he would be able to keep them in check if

his worst nightmares came to bear.

The Jedi Master was tightly strung and it was visible. His lightsaber was in

his hand and activated even while carefully hidden loudspeakers crackled to

life. Ice blue eyes searched the walls, the corners where they met the

ceiling, and finally located several small, circular grilles.

He glanced at Mara and she nodded at him - so she had seen them, too. Her

lightsaber - his father's old blade - laid in her hand, as of yet not

activated.

Although they had both known who would be speaking, actually hearing the

voice had an immediate effect on them. The arrogance and disdain seemed to

drip off it and these were emotions both Jedi could barely tolerate from the

traitorous alien they were coming from.

"It has been a while since we spoke, Skywalker." Borsk Fey'lya said. "Many

things have happened. Your praise has been sung all over the galaxy, once

again. I'm sure my endeavours of the past two years have not made their way

to you."

Luke abandoned his ready stance but did not shut off his weapon. The tip of

the blade pointed to the floor as he glowered up to one of the grilles,

hoping that the Bothan would see him and be afraid. If he wasn't, the

renowned war hero vowed to make sure he would be.

"I have been very busy, forging alliances, making plans. Now I can see

everything come to pass and it's satisfying in a way I'm sure you could

never relish. Of course you could not play according to the rules of

another. You never could. I should have known. Fortunately, I am very good

at improvisation."

There was a short pause until he resumed again, the tone of his voice

suggesting a grin on the non-human's invisible features. "You will lay down

your weapon and follow the corridor to your right. Your wife will stay where

she is. Losing you and the others will be punishment enough for the way she

kept spoiling my plans in the past. Of course you already know what is at

stake, but let me say it again, just to make sure you understand. You are

here within the next four minutes or your sister will suffer."

Another crackle told them he had signed off. Mara was standing, petrified,

as the Bothan's words sunk in. She had seldom been in predicaments that had

left her bereft of options - this seemed to become one of those rare

occurrences and it scared her.

She felt her heart skip a beat as Luke unceremoniously extinguished his

sabre and let it clatter to the floor. The Jedi looked over to her, the blue

of his eyes dark and stormy. There was so much she could read in him -

despair, helplessness, profound fear for his twin and his brother-in-law.

But what worried her far more was the rage in these azure depths, the fury

that she could see in his trembling body, his muscles poised for attack -

attack in the defence of those he loved.

She did not want him to go on his own. She knew that there was no other

choice.

Luke threw his soul against hers, they mingled and embraced and kissed in a

way that went beyond physical contact and then he vanished into the

designated corridor, his steps quick and determined.

Mara stayed back, gripping the handle of her lightsaber only harder. She was

sure Fey'lya did not expect her to truly comply. All he wanted was for her

to let Luke walk into wherever he was hiding alone. The Bothan would expect

her to follow, but would try to make sure she wouldn't be fast enough.

The former Emperor's Hand smirked humourlessly at no one and nothing in

particular, counted to ten and followed her husband. She would simply need

to make sure to be fast enough.

*~~

"You keep Jade out of my fur, Cros." Borsk Fey'lya still clutched Leia to

himself and gestured to the only door that led into and out of their base of

operations, "I'll be able to handle Skywalker on my own. Just leave one of

the lizards to me."

The mercenary complied and soon the three of them were left alone. Han

traded an anxious gaze with Leia, insecure as to what the Bothan might have

in mind, but reasonably certain it wouldn't be to their liking. The fact

that he was still pointing his blaster at the Princess' temple had the

Corellian's stomach roil and he wished that there was a way for him to shed

the stun cuffs that restrained him. He had checked the settings first thing

after waking. Were he to significantly move - in other words, to get up - he

would be sent back into unconsciousness. He was forced to sit and watch and

he hated it.

Ere long, they heard the steps of booted feet echo down the corridor and

soon Fey'lya cackled as the lean form of the Jedi Master entered the

chamber, halting at the place Cros had occupied mere minutes ago.

Luke Skywalker took in the situation in a matter of moments and three pairs

of eyes met, exchanging a flurry of emotions that could only be understood

through years-long love and acquaintance. The former farmboy's gaze halted

on the five bloody streaks on his twin sister's cheek and his eyes lost all

warmth.

He sought the violet gaze of the Bothan and took a step closer, all

controlled strength and unshakable determination, "I already warned your pet

Senator from that mistake. Did he not tell you?"

A short flicker of insecurity haunted Fey'lya's eyes, confronted as he was

with a Luke Skywalker that he had never seen. He did not know that the woman

he held hostage had and Leia Organa's heart constricted in yet a completely

different sort of fear. Was he playing a part? She fervently hoped that her

brother was putting up an act.

The Ysalamiri was still blocking her - she could not feel whether he was

letting the Dark Side in, could not feel whether he was abandoning himself

to rage and fury. Never would she forgive herself if her twin succumbed once

again only because of her. She'd rather die than see this happen.

The petite woman had already opened her mouth when the blue of Luke's eyes

flickered to her, ever so shortly, perfectly timed with the irritated blink

of the Bothan's own eyes, and she calmed somewhat. He had something in mind.

It was more, she mused, than either she or Han had to offer.

"A wrong move, Skywalker, and she'll die."

The Jedi Master laughed coldly, "You'll kill her either way, so why should I

keep back?"

Fey'lya's eyes burned and didn't stand still as he withdrew a step, dragging

Leia with him. "You don't have the Force. She'll die before you get to me

because you're not fast enough."

Luke smiled, "Do you want to bet your life on it?"

A tense moment passed, a moment in which it looked as if Luke's game would

win them freedom. Fey'lya's fear was visible. He had not expected this. He

had not expected to see the man he had always considered mellow and weak and

reliant on mind tricks only so ruthless and willing to accept the ultimate

sacrifice for a single choice at ultimate victory.

However, insanity had peculiar ways to bestow cunning and an edge upon those

who suffered from it that was impossible to foresee for normal people.

Fey'lya grinned as he tightened his hold on the Princess, "Improvisation,"

he said and grinned wider, "Let's do a trade, Skywalker."

Luke's brows drew together while he made several more, careful steps. His

eyes held the Bothan's and he was rewarded - the alien mirrored his

movements to keep a distance, to keep him away. Soon, the Jedi was standing

between Fey'lya and Han. Leia groaned in relief and Borsk's grin weakened

for a mere second until he had stomached the partial defeat.

"Explain,"

"I let her live," he thumped the muzzle of his blaster against Leia's

temple. She winced but bit her lip. The situation was volatile. An obvious

exclamation of pain seemed enough to bring either of the two adversaries out

of balance. It would be a disaster either way.

The former farmboy cocked his head to the side, "Indeed? What do you want in

return?"

The Bothan leant forward, over Leia's shoulder, to focus better on the human

man before him, "You. You die, she lives." Fey'lya had understood that he

could not kill all of them. Han was positively out of his reach. He was

reasonably sure that Skywalker could not keep him from shooting the

Princess, but even if he did, Skywalker would kill him for sure. He had only

one reasonable alternative left, only one that would guarantee him

satisfaction of some sort.

The silence that had fallen was broken by the echoes of distant blaster fire

and the hum of a lightsaber. The Bothan knew he had to hurry. Should the

former Emperor's Hand gain the room, there would be neither escape nor

satisfaction for him.

"Decide now or I'll shot her on the spot."

*~~

Luke didn't hesitate for a second. He relaxed, abandoning the threatening

stance he had been poised in before, and nodded. He had confidence in Mara.

She would prevail against the mercenaries that were left and protect Han and

Leia when he no longer could. What he needed to do was win her time - win

his family time.

*~~

Borsk Fey'lya aimed and pulled the trigger. Hysterical laughter shook him as

both Han and Leia simultaneously shouted the Jedi's name.


----------------- To be Continued...

 

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